II: Maybe

Last July, I only made 2 posts. This month, I only made 1.

What’s wrong?

Maybe I’m too conscious about the flow of content. I made many drafts on what to talk about next, real life happened and those moments gave me more good ideas. But that also kind of ruined the old set of drafts. The more I plan, the more things… get pushed back?

Maybe the fact that I made too many drafts that my mind is too exhaused to even publish more than just one post this month.

Or maybe I’m just too tired to even blog right after real life happens? Am I pushing myself too much? Am I being too hard on myself?

Fuck this.

Tomorrow is September 1, and maybe “III” will be more sensible.

Also, fuck this “maybe”.

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